Earlier in my life: my greatest wish was to satisfy you, to get myself to fit your requipments, expectations and hopes. It should never have been that way.

Why did I not understood;
what I should have wished for was that you wanted me, without having to change who i was;
I should have wished for you to know how bad it felt when you always said "almost perfect";
I should have wished that I could be myself with you, without trying to keep something trapped.
I should have wished you to love me enough to let me go.